We have put some serious miles on our vehicles or on trains or on airplanes … whether it be to discover the wonders of Northern California (Go Eureka!), or numerous doctor’s appointments—near and far—we have traveled … this however, was to Los Angeles, its own little paradise to get to and maneuver around.
Of all the FUN things that can go with a day in LA…..a doctor’s visit about scheduling cryo-ablation was not the top winner of the prize. That however, is the reason behind our trip 100 miles north — and the mad dash to San Diego for another appointment about scheduling a biopsy, as soon as possible … like yesterday — all in the same day! Anyone living in Southern California knows that you CANNOT schedule a specific time that it will take to get from point A to point B … LA traffic is crazy — so to make a trip from LA to San Diego with fixed time limits in one day is sorta kinda crazy in its own right. But that is how we roll … cryo ablation consultation at 2:00 pm in LA (Hollywood), leave the appointment at 3pm, and biopsy at 6:00 pm in San Diego. The mad dash!
We meet with Dr. Der, the interventional radiologist, who would be performing the cryo ablation for pain management … this is not a procedure to treat mesothelioma, but a possible way to the pain that comes along with it. I have always felt that I have a pretty strong threshold for pain—but this has turned into a whole different ball of wax. I have nothing to compare it with … labor pain, broken bones and the like, do not come near to the ever present, beyond my control pain that I am now dealing with 24/7.
With the cryo ablation we have hopes that it will be a manageable solution to my pain without taking a ridiculous amount of more opioids. The good news is that he absolutely can perform the procedure, the bad news is that the soonest it can be done is sometime in July. We get on the surgery schedule … and Yay … the first appointment available … July 3 … bright and early @ 6:30am!! I am hoping for a great hotel—near the hospital—just so that includes accommodations in case an overnight stay is in our forecast.
We did it!!! WE made the MAD DASH from LA to San Diego (with 10 minutes to spare) … met with the surgeon … and we got the biopsy scheduled for the following day … bright and early (of course) … to harvest cancer cells from a lesion on my back to see if immunotherapy is an option for me to battle these damn cancer cells.
For some reason … I thought this whole procedure would be a walk through the park. Let me tell you, it was not—here I am on Monday, finally feeling close to halfway normal again … we are talking my normal now … which as you may know is not normal at all. I now have an additional battle scar—a lovely 3 ½” beauty on my mid-back area … not too big, just enough to make it uncomfortable to sleep, sit and move around with ease … sorry, that sounded a bit too whiny, even for me.
I will let you know if the cryo-ablation works for my pain … and we are waiting once again for results to find out whether immunotherapy drugs might kick some of these cancer cells to the curb. Hopefully, we hear something in the next few days … because as you all know I am not a very patient person!


All the rushing about reminds me of the days Randy would lead me on a crazy business adventure in the Bay area. Zoooommm!!!
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That LA trip was done by a SUPER DRIVER! Not only in record time, but to be patient enough for that damn traffic!! Richard and I don’t drive it anymore – we take the train. But when you only have 3 hours….I will be anxious to hear about the nerve numbing you’ll be doing through. Sounds like an easy solution, but probably not, given that it’s not just done everywhere…wish we had a better plan for massive pain. If this is worse than childbirth or broken bones, my heart just breaks at the agony you must feel. And especially when there is no break from the pain. Becomes exhausting. I keep picturing you on your deck, hoping that it brings you some sense of sanity during these rough times. As always, thank you for the update. It feels good to me to stay involved in your journey.
Barbara
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Peggy I enjoy being along your journey and amazing how incredibly strong you sound as I read. Really no surprise! You are Awesome. I drive to LA a lot. It is difficult. Your trip results are a sign that it was meant to be. So stay in this fight and hoping this round gives you relief. Its not about the storm, its dancing in the rain. Stay strong and Love You. Be ☺.
Chris
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Peggy: I’ve been following your blog since cousin Barbara alerted me to it. Your strength and determination to win is amazing. I met a fellow artist yesterday whose husband is being treated for stage 4 lung cancer….she said a rare form stemming from his life long working on train engines. She told me the doctors are trying a once a month radiation pill called. Xalkori 250m. The cost is over $15,000 a pill…..they got a grant from the trains union to pay for it. I did a search and it seems it can possibly work with mesothiomia. I wanted to pass this info on to you. I’ll be thinking of you on July 3.
Cousin, Nancy Kalinowski
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I am with you my friend. Sending prayers that you get good news with the biopsy results soon and that this surgery today freezes the bejesus out of those nerves causing you such horrific pain ! Hoping to soon hear that Peggy phrase “it’s all good” ….. Hang in there and talk soon – love you
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Ps. That picture speaks volumes (pun intended) MADNESS fasure!!!
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